im so bloody sick of your attitude, so you think everyone deserves to have their face pissed on just because you had a bad day?
Wtf, just as i thought so, u will never fucking say sorry. Think. You are driving yourself away from people that loves u.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
a beam of sunlight
sorry to all for the dead blog, have been busy and uninspired onto coming up with a new post.
I shall update you with what's currently happening now, HSBC called back and did not call me again, so i couldn't be bothered anymore. And recently Z has sent my CV to AON Insurance for the Broker position. Basically it is corporate and professional, no calling random people up for sales. And i have got an interview on friday, but truthfully saying i'm very not keen on that job. I'm actually very tired of the 9-to-5's , I want a breakthrough, i may get a salary increment if i get this new job but i tell you, it will never be enough. All the things that i have to pay, i have mentioned once that it is never ending.
Been thinking alot, thinking about future *yes chuanmei, im talking about future too LOL* I mean all the 9-to-5 jobs are seriously going no where, i get fixed income everymonth but what's the point? Somehow it is very stagnant. Besides, thinking of house to buy, car to buy, insurance to buy, everything revolves money and only money! I'm very paranoid now, I'm afraid of what's coming in future.
Been thinking of starting up something, a business it is, but i have no plans yet...
I shall update you with what's currently happening now, HSBC called back and did not call me again, so i couldn't be bothered anymore. And recently Z has sent my CV to AON Insurance for the Broker position. Basically it is corporate and professional, no calling random people up for sales. And i have got an interview on friday, but truthfully saying i'm very not keen on that job. I'm actually very tired of the 9-to-5's , I want a breakthrough, i may get a salary increment if i get this new job but i tell you, it will never be enough. All the things that i have to pay, i have mentioned once that it is never ending.
Been thinking alot, thinking about future *yes chuanmei, im talking about future too LOL* I mean all the 9-to-5 jobs are seriously going no where, i get fixed income everymonth but what's the point? Somehow it is very stagnant. Besides, thinking of house to buy, car to buy, insurance to buy, everything revolves money and only money! I'm very paranoid now, I'm afraid of what's coming in future.
Been thinking of starting up something, a business it is, but i have no plans yet...
Monday, July 20, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
exhausted
i am mentally exhausted, all i want to do is just sleep!
***sorry zee avi! i went and download your album on bitcomet! **million apologies***
Besides I went and download Michael Jackson's album as well, wanted to buy the album the other day at the pirated dvd shop, but i was just too cheap! AHAHAHAH
What has happened to the world?
People get kidnapped, people get burnt to death, people telling lies that does not make sense..
so fucking wanna move out of this place...
***sorry zee avi! i went and download your album on bitcomet! **million apologies***
Besides I went and download Michael Jackson's album as well, wanted to buy the album the other day at the pirated dvd shop, but i was just too cheap! AHAHAHAH
What has happened to the world?
People get kidnapped, people get burnt to death, people telling lies that does not make sense..
so fucking wanna move out of this place...
Sunday, July 12, 2009
T____T
HSBC called me already, after so long when i thought i was dropped. They seem very keen on hiring me! I struggled on moving on to this new job or stick with the old one.
DECISION MADE!
I.... cant take it anymore.. I AM LEAVING!
I really cannot stand having to spend ALL my hard earn money on car maintenance, toll, fuel, daily needs etc. I think i deserve to earn more and of course, spend on what i long for, for instance a simple trip, a wonky/dying handphone.... and not to forget to fix my car, again.. T__T
I cant always have to not eat lunch then to spend on car fixing and things i do not wish to pay for! Chaucibai, anyway work is definately shit. I think i do not want to hear anything that sounds like trahh-vell ok, im sick of this.
I've got something in mind.... Thinking thinking thinking~~~ *berangan-angan*
DECISION MADE!
I.... cant take it anymore.. I AM LEAVING!
I really cannot stand having to spend ALL my hard earn money on car maintenance, toll, fuel, daily needs etc. I think i deserve to earn more and of course, spend on what i long for, for instance a simple trip, a wonky/dying handphone.... and not to forget to fix my car, again.. T__T
I cant always have to not eat lunch then to spend on car fixing and things i do not wish to pay for! Chaucibai, anyway work is definately shit. I think i do not want to hear anything that sounds like trahh-vell ok, im sick of this.
I've got something in mind.... Thinking thinking thinking~~~ *berangan-angan*
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
green
Green, I'm feeling very green today. So i decided to greenify my post today. Green is a very ohm colour, it represents nature, earth, tranquility yada yada yada bla bla, to cut it short, it is the colour for MONEY too!! $$$$$$$$$
I'm feeling stucked right now. Referring to my previous post, there are some changes on my job at the moment. HSBC did not call me after the interview, disappointed but relieved as I'm quite reluctant to work at crazy shift hours. Remember how i told my CEO/relative about my pay and never ending debts? Apparently my thoughts were shared among all directors of the company, no wonder the other day after we both came back from lunch, my CEO dragged all directors out for meeting.
Then yesterday, when i was happily doing my work. Suddenly Aaron was shouting from one corner "EH 4 o'clock meeting ya". Then i nodded and resumed my work, as i thought it would be regarding the upcoming Leisure Dept project. So happily at 4pm, i grabbed my pen and note book and head to the meeting room, to found out that the limelight is on me, not the project~!
So I'm going to cut it short, they are going to offer me RM200 of allowance instead of an increment. And Aaron beat around the bush telling me things, in a way i know they are trying to make me stay. After a night of thinking, I felt so wrong about the allowance and personally talked to Mary, my new reporting senior about it.
Then what she told me was, the allowance of RM200, is not some random sympathetic money to be given to poor staff who is starving at the roadside. So I asked why allowance but not increment, then she explained again that they have my salary reviewed twice in half year and it did not seem to be fair to my colleague, Wendy. And then she said that, they are giving this increment as there's an upcoming project and they need me to handle it. (And again, do not want me to leave). And the last explaination is, I just did a mistake which cost RM902.00 and its not appropriate to give me and increment.
Well at least i dont feel so pathetic now. But now my plans are messed and i'm stuck. Initial plan was to get a job and quit my current job, then one fine day i accidentally spilled my beans to Anne the CEO, then *pamMM!* stucked with this job again. Sigh... well at least i got myself an "increment"
I'm feeling stucked right now. Referring to my previous post, there are some changes on my job at the moment. HSBC did not call me after the interview, disappointed but relieved as I'm quite reluctant to work at crazy shift hours. Remember how i told my CEO/relative about my pay and never ending debts? Apparently my thoughts were shared among all directors of the company, no wonder the other day after we both came back from lunch, my CEO dragged all directors out for meeting.
Then yesterday, when i was happily doing my work. Suddenly Aaron was shouting from one corner "EH 4 o'clock meeting ya". Then i nodded and resumed my work, as i thought it would be regarding the upcoming Leisure Dept project. So happily at 4pm, i grabbed my pen and note book and head to the meeting room, to found out that the limelight is on me, not the project~!
So I'm going to cut it short, they are going to offer me RM200 of allowance instead of an increment. And Aaron beat around the bush telling me things, in a way i know they are trying to make me stay. After a night of thinking, I felt so wrong about the allowance and personally talked to Mary, my new reporting senior about it.
Then what she told me was, the allowance of RM200, is not some random sympathetic money to be given to poor staff who is starving at the roadside. So I asked why allowance but not increment, then she explained again that they have my salary reviewed twice in half year and it did not seem to be fair to my colleague, Wendy. And then she said that, they are giving this increment as there's an upcoming project and they need me to handle it. (And again, do not want me to leave). And the last explaination is, I just did a mistake which cost RM902.00 and its not appropriate to give me and increment.
Well at least i dont feel so pathetic now. But now my plans are messed and i'm stuck. Initial plan was to get a job and quit my current job, then one fine day i accidentally spilled my beans to Anne the CEO, then *pamMM!* stucked with this job again. Sigh... well at least i got myself an "increment"
:/ aih.....
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