Green, I'm feeling very green today. So i decided to greenify my post today. Green is a very ohm colour, it represents nature, earth, tranquility yada yada yada bla bla, to cut it short, it is the colour for MONEY too!! $$$$$$$$$
I'm feeling stucked right now. Referring to my previous post, there are some changes on my job at the moment. HSBC did not call me after the interview, disappointed but relieved as I'm quite reluctant to work at crazy shift hours. Remember how i told my CEO/relative about my pay and never ending debts? Apparently my thoughts were shared among all directors of the company, no wonder the other day after we both came back from lunch, my CEO dragged all directors out for meeting.
Then yesterday, when i was happily doing my work. Suddenly Aaron was shouting from one corner "EH 4 o'clock meeting ya". Then i nodded and resumed my work, as i thought it would be regarding the upcoming Leisure Dept project. So happily at 4pm, i grabbed my pen and note book and head to the meeting room, to found out that the limelight is on me, not the project~!
So I'm going to cut it short, they are going to offer me RM200 of allowance instead of an increment. And Aaron beat around the bush telling me things, in a way i know they are trying to make me stay. After a night of thinking, I felt so wrong about the allowance and personally talked to Mary, my new reporting senior about it.
Then what she told me was, the allowance of RM200, is not some random sympathetic money to be given to poor staff who is starving at the roadside. So I asked why allowance but not increment, then she explained again that they have my salary reviewed twice in half year and it did not seem to be fair to my colleague, Wendy. And then she said that, they are giving this increment as there's an upcoming project and they need me to handle it. (And again, do not want me to leave). And the last explaination is, I just did a mistake which cost RM902.00 and its not appropriate to give me and increment.
Well at least i dont feel so pathetic now. But now my plans are messed and i'm stuck. Initial plan was to get a job and quit my current job, then one fine day i accidentally spilled my beans to Anne the CEO, then *pamMM!* stucked with this job again. Sigh... well at least i got myself an "increment"
I'm feeling stucked right now. Referring to my previous post, there are some changes on my job at the moment. HSBC did not call me after the interview, disappointed but relieved as I'm quite reluctant to work at crazy shift hours. Remember how i told my CEO/relative about my pay and never ending debts? Apparently my thoughts were shared among all directors of the company, no wonder the other day after we both came back from lunch, my CEO dragged all directors out for meeting.
Then yesterday, when i was happily doing my work. Suddenly Aaron was shouting from one corner "EH 4 o'clock meeting ya". Then i nodded and resumed my work, as i thought it would be regarding the upcoming Leisure Dept project. So happily at 4pm, i grabbed my pen and note book and head to the meeting room, to found out that the limelight is on me, not the project~!
So I'm going to cut it short, they are going to offer me RM200 of allowance instead of an increment. And Aaron beat around the bush telling me things, in a way i know they are trying to make me stay. After a night of thinking, I felt so wrong about the allowance and personally talked to Mary, my new reporting senior about it.
Then what she told me was, the allowance of RM200, is not some random sympathetic money to be given to poor staff who is starving at the roadside. So I asked why allowance but not increment, then she explained again that they have my salary reviewed twice in half year and it did not seem to be fair to my colleague, Wendy. And then she said that, they are giving this increment as there's an upcoming project and they need me to handle it. (And again, do not want me to leave). And the last explaination is, I just did a mistake which cost RM902.00 and its not appropriate to give me and increment.
Well at least i dont feel so pathetic now. But now my plans are messed and i'm stuck. Initial plan was to get a job and quit my current job, then one fine day i accidentally spilled my beans to Anne the CEO, then *pamMM!* stucked with this job again. Sigh... well at least i got myself an "increment"
:/ aih.....
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