a beam of sunlight

sorry to all for the dead blog, have been busy and uninspired onto coming up with a new post.

I shall update you with what's currently happening now, HSBC called back and did not call me again, so i couldn't be bothered anymore. And recently Z has sent my CV to AON Insurance for the Broker position. Basically it is corporate and professional, no calling random people up for sales. And i have got an interview on friday, but truthfully saying i'm very not keen on that job. I'm actually very tired of the 9-to-5's , I want a breakthrough, i may get a salary increment if i get this new job but i tell you, it will never be enough. All the things that i have to pay, i have mentioned once that it is never ending.

Been thinking alot, thinking about future *yes chuanmei, im talking about future too LOL* I mean all the 9-to-5 jobs are seriously going no where, i get fixed income everymonth but what's the point? Somehow it is very stagnant. Besides, thinking of house to buy, car to buy, insurance to buy, everything revolves money and only money! I'm very paranoid now, I'm afraid of what's coming in future.

Been thinking of starting up something, a business it is, but i have no plans yet...