year 2011,one year older and counting.
sometimes i am amazed by how the brain works. through times as we age, unconciously we change into somewhat another person. i still do not like to use the word mature, i wont say i am but at least, better than what i am before. has different priorities in life, and i've finally learnt the true meaning of being resposible. family bond is important, if you're borned nice and you dont really bite, family are prolly the only people that has ever seen you chew on your brothers arm. i secretly likes it when my sister annoys me, that kiddo has broken the ice-burg that has been accumulated through nasty arguments.
im in debt, in debt with the most important figure in my life. father, where would i be without you? you have raised a difficult child, who screwed up life and once blamed you for every single trouble she has got into. there you were trying your best to reach out me, but i put up a wall.... till now my heart kinda falls everytime i see your sad looking eyes, and those grey hair you never once had. and that fact that when i ran away, that you'd wake up several times in a night to look out the window hoping to see my car parked right at my usual spot....
i am trying my best to be home, though not my bestest and sometimes you might not even seen me at all for a couple of days during the weekend, but thank you for being so understanding.... allowing me to spread my wings....
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