fucked

I've got no Internet connection at home, as my home Internet sharing server is not working, but it works just fine for my brother, and nobody is going to fix it i suppose.. Sigh

I'm very annoyed with people at work, they kept asking me to do their things for them when i already have 10thousand things to do as well, and accusing me of things they did not remind me. And one of my colleague kept telling me what i should do and what i shouldn't at work after my senior accused me of deleting her mail and emptied the delete box. She played the i-m-very-experienced-so-listen-to-me role when my senior went out, exaggerating things to sort of scare me to do my part. wtf? some two-faced fuck. Yeah serve you right, got complained by kelly from KL hilton incident. Looking at how you bitched about kelly the other day, I sorta know what kind of people am i dealing with at work.

I'm very annoyed with my cousin regarding the panasonic parttime job. As last week, he was suppose to give me a call for the weekend job to update me whether isit on or not, but he did not. So on tuesday i called him again, *i already tried not to call him as much* to my expect, he did not pick up my call again, so i text him saying sorry for bothering him but i desperately need the job. No replies. fuck.

I'm very annoyed with my dysfunctional family members. Few days back, i played with my sister and sorta bite her ass abit. It wasn't even hard, and it is also layered with pampers, to my surprise the baby cried, my aunt was in paranoia stage and yelled at me saying im crazy, i walked out the room laughin thinking it was a funny joke, yesterday after a few days not seeing them, i came home to find my dad strolling at the front garden carrying my sister, so i went over and said hi and played with the baby, everything was fine as ever. Then as usual the hungry ghost me, as i havent eaten a proper meal for the whole day besides instant soup and expired potato bread, i ate my dinner before everyone does. Sooooo after eating, when i was about to walk out the dining room, my stepmom walked in, saying that my sister's ass is bruised, and told me not to do that again otherwise i dont get to carry the baby! i was like wtf but whatever and shrugged her off and went into my room to watch series. After probably half an hour, i went to the dining room to play with the baby, as everyone is eating. Then my father screwed me for eating first and blamed me for the baby's bruise, i dropped the baby rightaway and went straight out of the room. So as usual, i went back to my room for the series, then i got a little thirsty so i head to the fridge and totally ignored my father and the baby at the living hall, then when i was about to walk into my room. He yelled at me saying what kind of attitude am i giving, i said no attitude and quickly walked into my room. Then he came to the door yelling at me demand me to open the door *i knew i was gonna hear what i always hear* so i just ignored him screaming outside, as i was pretty scared and sad of the same ol situation already, so he asked me to move out since i dont like this house, move to my mother's place and said that he will assume that he has never shitted me out. I cried the whole night to sleep, waking up at 1am with a massive period cramp and to find out my aircondition is out of order. What a night....

I'm very annoyed with my mother, where the fuck is she when i need her huh?

I'm very annoyed with myself, why the fuck do i have to go through all this nonsense.