Sunday, June 20, 2010

scared

i dropped the isetan job, sigh.. Actually can someone give me a guideline for job interviews? Do we apply 1, called up, go for interview wait then drop the job when theyre not offering much then apply again then repeat the cycle, or apply 100 of them at a time, go for all interviews, go interviews during diff periods and pick the job that calls first?

My second interview at this recent company was also, Stupid, cant believe i actually sounded so bodoh, but they buy it and wants to confirm me already. But i told them i need some time to think, i talked to friends and they thought this company is just simply blood sucking and uses employees as cheap labours. I decided to drop this too, though basic is 600bucks higher and not inclusive of 300bucks allowance. Allowance is definitely too low for the sales job :/ sigh for to myself, bye bye 900bucks, what makes me decide to decline the offer is because they will make us come back to office by 630pm for meeting that might go on up to 10pm and saturday basically u'll spend ur whole day at office. Wtf? And sales target seems to be impossible and im scared, I know beggers cant be choosers but im too afraid. :s

I hope the company near my area calls me up, i can cycle to work and save up on toll, fuel, parking and also food, i could save up around 300bucks, not to forget car maintenance will defo be lower! And please pray that the basic + allowance is higher than my current job, so that i can say adios fuckers!

My perhentian trip is amazing, i didnt want to leave, once i stepped foot back in kl, my heart dropped, i miss being in the water, it gives me this magical feeling, i feel home, ive only been there for a week and it felt like forever, its like i need to get used to this unfamiliar city life all over again. It saddens me very much.

I know i need to get back to reality but sometimes i do question myself what is this life? why am i here in this place that i dont feel belonged? Thats why I need to get a decent paid job, i want to save up to pursue my dream, i need to get away from here pronto!!
 
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