where?

Current Song : Jie Kou - Jay Chou

Of all that we've been through,
of all.....

am really tired of all the arguments,
its like everything's seems to be going downhill

where are we going?
where are we heading towards?
the vision i have is getting blurry,
I'm drowning,

sometimes i felt like im caging you up,
not wanting you to fly,
i know im too selfish,
maybe its time for you to spread your wings,
to a better place, a better environment..
a better life...

help :'(

ahhhh *relief*

Today z and i went to Pavillion after dinner to meet up with ellen melon, like seriously almost EVERYONE there is stylo, im so depressed.... im feeling so deprived of.. NEW CLOTHES! i passed by every store and felt the stab in my heart... IM SERIOUSLY NEED TO GO SHOPPING! :(

Pavillion has always been known as the hub for stylo cute gay guys, i have only been there for less than 3 hours and i noticed quite a few that checked me out T___T *feeling perasan* and then suddenly i recalled the gay guy from Jonker street who kept talking to me and ignore all my friends *shivers*

Then after supper at the beef noodle's, z and i backside itchy and actually went for massage nearby. despite all the torture i went through, surprisingly i feel great after that. Nothing much on the massage, but the thai ladies are hilarious!!!

Conversation started before she massages me

Thai Lady 1 : you man hansem!
Me : HAHAHAHAHA i'm pu-ying (girl)
Thai Lady 1 : you man hansem!
Me : *chadou* no im pu-ying (girl) not pu-chai (boy)
Thai Lady 1 : you man hansem!
Me : *sien jor* i no man, i am girl

Thai Lady 1 & 2 starts speaking in thai discussing about me

Halfway through the massage
Me : *screams* pain T___T
Thai Lady 1 : you man no ahhhhh
me : *chadou again*

WAH DAMN SLEEPY
IM GONNA SLEEP TILL NOON! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

manila

im back to manila again after the last trip in february 2007. it was a different kind of feeling again, because i was there on duty travel!

this trip is still amazing though there arent much to see. i have opened my eyes after a night at the stripper bar, seeing hamsap uncles go nuts and high. and these people are already married and have grown-up kids. tsk tsk tsk, disgusted.

we were pretty worried for the first few days, worrying about typhoon parma hitting manila. but thank god it passed through another area. i was hoping to get stranded over there so i do not have to work LOL

i just saw the news today that typhoon parma just hit taiwan. starting feel worried as i have some clients over there, wonder if she'd blame me for hardselling taiwan for her last minute trip T____T

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the earth is so angry, that it scares me. natural disasters are never ending since the worst tsunami case happened last few years. earthquake, tsunami, typhoon cases is one after another since then. I wonder whats next, it saddens me knowing the world is coming to an end. not very soon... but not very far away. anyway by then, i'd be dead. The world will be left with beautiful digital pictures only. Sigh....